The seeds we sow

I acknowledge that along the way intentional or unintentional I have hurt people, whether it was me not being a friend when they needed me to be or even seperating myself when I was needed to be closer. When you change your lifestyle there are still actions that you have done intentionally or unintentionally within your past that you have to well ( pay for ). Sometimes I have had moments in my current self where I didn't understand why I was getting the reaction I was but now I do. If someone has had an experience with your older ways the fact is they may just still see you as that regardless if you show them different. It's the unfortunate reality.

That being said those who are meant to stay will. You have to now sow the seeds you want to grow ( actions ) and truth be told I do believe you can uproot old seeds before they bloom by facing your old actions and correcting them regardless of the situation ( in most cases ). That being said, it is still a tough pill to swallow and it doesn't make the journey any easier but it is necessary to understand.

The seeds we sow will reap whatever we have sown .