Peace

True forgiveness is when you can say thank you for the experience - Oprah Winfrey

Where do i start. Betrayal, Embarrassment, Suicide, Drugs, Self Hate, Confusion I've got a story for them all. Something lead to something lead to something lead to me questioning my existence but first who was to blame? Me. I know shocking right. You might think but why would I blame myself. Truth be told what you allow is what will happen, not in every case because the fact is you cannot control peoples actions but you can control how you react. So what did I do to come to this place of peace you may ask.

I forgave myself.

I had to take time away from everything for a few months, plan where i wanted to go and how I was going to be able to start again from scratch without making myself feel wrong for it.But I also went through every single situation in my head, I cried, drank, walked, ate, slept until i found out I didn't really lose myself at all. I just lost my way a little and once I found my way again. I found my peace.